There was that unsaid sadness in her eyes. She looked at me and tears rolled out from her eyes.
Stay some more time
I still have a long way to go with you,
Live another wonderful life with me
Every thing that I have done, I have always had come with an explanation. And every thing turns out to be just a mess up.
Shiela was shocked. What is he saying? She was not expecting such a statement from him. She couldn’t say anything for few moments. But, then asked “What are you saying? What I don’t understand? What’s happening here?”
I got up in the bus and took the single seat near the window. Looking outside the window from a distance always gave me an unknown pleasure. And bus journies offered me those opportunities. A longer journey gives me more opportunity to be alone with my thoughts. I enjoyed these few moments of my privacy with no one disturbing my thoughts.
No matter how long, but I always loved to wait for her. The beauty of watching her from a distance and then walking towards me was too tempting. The way her silky hairs flows all around her face, her artistic body floats with every step and then the smile that comes over her face of seeing her love, is unexplainable and it was all the worth that I wait for.
I can’t sleep nowadays, well nothing new. That day I was just lying in my bed… eyes wide open… the blankness of the ceiling throwing its blankness on me. My thoughts were blank, my mind was blank. I don’t want to think anything. The very rationale of thinking something had lost its meaning for me.